Figures..........

Well, Friday night...at home.....alone.......again.........come on the internet so I can pretend I'm not so alone.....

It sucks, I really really really really really really really want to do out and get drunk....I haven't been out since Canberra....I think this is part of the reason I've been down so much this past few days....or maybe it wasn't a causal factor, but it's relevant now....

Well, there's been a birthday, but that was a quiet night. Still enjoyable, but no clubbing or anything - and Keegan's/Nikki's last weekend, but we didn't go out or anything.

so yeah, I haven't been out or had much to drink for about a month now......I'm so keen....

But as it turns out, everything this weekend is against me. I worked 5:15-9 tonight.....could've gone out afterwards, except the team I coach is playing at Killarney Vale at 8am tomorrow morning...that means getting up at 6.......OUCH!!!!

And, what's more, I'm reffing an U/18 rep game tomorrow arvo (preceded by a line for an U/16 rep). That game is going to be tough, and it's going to be damn fast, I need to be on the ball (first U/18 rep game I'll have done) and need to have the energy to keep up...so, no going out tonight.

Tomorrow night there's a shindig at the Longhouse.....I'd be totally keen...........BUT I've got my 2nd field test for soccer in Penrith Sunday arvo - basically that means somebody watches me referee a Reserve Grade match and marks me on it, and if I pass I get a higher refereeing certificate....so, again, need to be on the ball. I'd still like to go out for a bit, but the Longhouse is a bit of a trek for an early night....I'll prob be tired from my rep game tomorrow anyway, so I'd need an early night to recover for my field test..so yeah.....doesn't seem promising. I'd go otherwise.......

So, if it wasn't for the combination of having the U/18 reps, the 8am game and the field test ALL in one weekend I'd be hitting it hard this weekend....heck, I don't even care if I'd be at the pub myself talking shit to a pot plant.

But yeah........although, I stick to the fact that I was one of only 2 people who bothered to go up to Keegan's, so nobody can say I'm dogging it this weekend - I actually have a legitimate, unavoidable excuse.



But I need to go out, I don't know how I'm going to last another week without it......not if this mood continues.........................